NEW journey.

tired.
yeah, im tired, superb tired.
days passed.
day 1's orientation was orite. ( i left half way for my star course.)
and yeah, luckily, i checked my answers for the test.
im SO CARELESS. a for c. c for a. i circled all the wrong answers due to my sleepy condition. lols.
pls. pls. pls.
pls let me pass my test.
PRAY FOR ME ORITE?
i want to pass. :)

day 2 orientation.
tats today.
tiring.
games and shouting.
too much of walking arnd.
im damn urban tired.
and yesh, im down with fever and flu.
irritating!!!

and afta sch.
...
someone,
thank u. thats an awesome trip.
and ride. but pls, ride safely.
but most imptly,
THANKIU SO MUCH FOR
making my tireness all gone.
making me laugh like no one business.
i guess, i do mis you.
GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN.
end of it.
lols.

can i not go for tmr orientation.
pls? im sick.
but tmr theyll teach me how to use the connections and watsoever for lessons.
and its impt.
i wish it's postpone, but nvm, i shud just go.
i miss working alr.
ADAPT to it, syeeqa.
:)

thoughts for myself.
qamarul arifin.
i mis those times with u.
i knew many times, u asked for me back.
im so dumb aint it?
all i ever do is to find ur mistakes.
i left you for a guy tat had hurt me so many times.
im blinded by love.
keep makin my heart so soft, makin myself miserable by forgivin him
and givin him chances when all he did all d time, was to let me down.
while u r the one, backin me up evrytime.
i did mistakes to u, but never did once u brought it up.
u oways initiated tat we opened up a new chapter.
im the one who refuses.
ALL THE TIME.
im so stupid.
damn, i am.
u trusted me, u didnt caged me.
u were faithful to me.
yet, i left u,
what the hel is wrong with me?
u knew i was tinkin so much, i was amazed u knew.
ure so perfect.
damn, im stupid.
im lost.
im hangin on to something that im unsure whether i reali want it or not.
:l.