People complain that my blog is dead, i know.
Hehes. Im sorry, dear darlings who bother to come across my blog.
:)
yes, ive graduated from ite bishan, higher nitec in accounting.
i managed to finish it okayy. :)
started off with a gpa of 3.313333..
ended off with a gpa of 2.6666666..
it dropped, but not that terokk whatt.
next destination of mine, republic polytechnic.
and the course is, sports and leisure management.
those who are reading this, BETTER DONT LAUGH OKAYY.
i hate presentations so much but i will adapt to it.
ill give my best.
my parents work hard to get me tru dis, im not gona let them down.
3 yrs, and done with a diploma.
i have my psle cert, o lvl cert, higher nitec accounting cert.. and here i come, for a diploma. what i realise about my life is that, ive oways learnin tings on my own, thru the hard way.
ive never follow the straight path, i go round and round, turn right, then left and i reach my destination. thru out dis journey of mine, no one support me. no one motivate me. my secondary school teacher wrote tis in my testimonial and reports.
From leaving certificate of secondary sch:
"Syafiqah is a highly responsible and self-motivated person. She expects the best from herself yet she remain humble when achieves it in various spheres."
From testimonial (dis one is funny!!):
"Syafiqah is a person who is full of positive qualities, a PERSON ANYONE WOULD BE HAPPY TO WORK WITH." (it sounds as if im a joker. lols.)
i never say all of it is true, some parts only ah. hehes.
so, yeah. conclusion is, though im not so into my course, i will give my best to it. PROMISE. no skippin sch, no latecomings. :)
NEXT.
i did work just now.
it was so busy. didnt feel like thursday.
felt like.. friday nite??
i wonder how it will be today then.
but thank god, i have my dearest darling workin with me today.
so, the nite was just fine and fun.
and i have my two best bussers. LAVA AND KAI.
(ringan sikit beban aku. phewwww.) lols. funny bussers.
looking forward to work with these bunch of people again.
aqmar, ina, nel, nani.. and all. :)
NEXT.
ive read yanah's ( fahyyaz's godsys who go crazy for him. )
babe,
it is wronged of me to push all the blame to u, gettin closer to my boyfy. he is at wrong too as he gives hope to u, make u reali need him in ur life. both of u are at fault. and me too, as i came in the middle of you guys, not knowin what the real story was. but try puttin urself in my shoes. what wud you feel, what wud you do? i trusted the both of you in first place, but the both of you betrayed me. he was all the times there for you, me? his own girlfriend, he put me aside. ive been keeping quiet. you haf ur boyfy too, why dont you look for him? you wrote you needed attention. let me tell u someting, my life is more disastrous than yours, yet i need no one to get out of my shits. my family and my true friends are all i ever nid thou they arent there all the time. they are the reasons why im stil living. you haf ur a happy family, you haf ur friends. my family used to be broken in the past, a mess. urs? a happy one. so what are you lacking of in life? u just choose to be miserable. ure sitin for ur o lvl dis yr, wake up my dear girl. u haf to start focusin on it, unless you want your life to be like mine. fahyyaz is just a boy, hes not a men yet. he cant take care of you forever. yes, for the state that ure in right now, he is to partly to blamed. he shud apologise. but rmmber dis, YOUR LIFE IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY. u take control of it, not muhd fahyyaz. overall, let me tell you this, dont curse fahyyaz. stop being pathetic. wake upppp from ur emo world. and yes, i dont force fahyyaz to be with me. he chose to be with me. if at any times, he wants to go with u. ill be most willing to let him go. mark my words, i wil not regret letting him go if he choose to be with you cos atlest, im clear how he fils toward me and i dont waste my lyf period on him. :)
to my dear boyfy,
b. listen. u are also fault. and yes, i dont force u to be with me. so if u want to be with me, respect me, treat me right. if not, dun waste my time. u can choose to be her. im happier if u make ur choice clear. :). if its her, go ahead. make it clear so i know how u fil towards me, and us. my lyf's journey maybe be short, maybe stil a long way. but what i noe, i dun wish to waste any more of my life period, suffering for a guy. its not worth at all. i deserve to be happy. and evry right to be happy. so, get this clear. if u choose me, tis is the last straw for you. after this, dun bother to beg for anyting anymore from me. ive given too many chances, and what you do is to let me down. heres the song for you, "youre not sorry." by taylor swift. ive made my stand clear. love you, bby. :)
im simply crazy over that song.
lols.
:) til here for today.
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